Wow. I can’t believe that I actually am reaching the final stage of this pregnancy.  One more month to go!

I am having mixed feelings. This is going to be my first delivery, therefore I am anxious about it. No matter how much I ask my cousin about the technical details, the feelings and tips about delivering a baby, it is still something that is beyond my imagination. How much will it hurt? Will I be able to bear the contraction pain? People say contraction hurts. don’t they? Have I done enough exercise to prep myself? Will I still remember my breathing technique at that time? Will I be panic or will I be calm? Hmmm… I do hope I will be calm since I know that I am not that expressive, that I tend to keep my feelings inside… therefore I should not scream like crazy. Fingers crossed!

Will I tear “that” part? Will “it” go back to its normal size and shape? Will “it” feel “that” good again? Hehehe. How long will my body take to get back in its old shape and size again? When can I do exercise again after delivering a baby?

How much will my baby weight? How will his condition be? I want him to be perfectly healthy inside out!

Oh million questions really pop into my head all the time.